luls. crush. so i got one crush. auch idek how to explain my feeling bout him. it just ugh. i love him so fcking damn much. lol. he's just too damn cute, handsome and.... ugh. u'll melt and can easily fall in love if u see him face to face. same goes to me. so i want to story bout how my first time reaction when i first met him. i know him since April through wc. he seems like want to flirt me. and i just ignore him bcoz on that time i'm already taken. erk forget it. i hate my ex. piece of shit. it such a bad things to fall in love with my ex. eww, i hate that title. ex. like shit. lol gth.
continue bout my crush. our conversation start from ask.fm. u know what is that? sorts of social web. just type it at google search then it'll occurs that site. so, he ask me many things there till last he ask my wc id. at first i dont know whether want to give it or not, cause at ask.fm i couldnt see who act the asker. then, i give my id bcoz he seems like really want it. k then i give. me, when at first time he add me, i'll be like "wtf r u kidding me? pehal mamat ni handsome sangat? ya allah, kuatkan imanku" hahahaha. seriously i'm not kidding. his face similarly like mat salleh (omputeh). i didnt trust at first that at his wc dp is him, so i ask him to selfie. then he really selfie and send his picture to me. i be like "huwarghhhhhhh, omaigod omaigod omaigod. ya allahhhhhhhhhhhhh" seriously sumpah tak percaya. he's just to handsome till i can die if i keep staring at his picture. duhhhhh, what a shame girl. haha who cares?
so our relationship (crush) starts from there. first month i knew him, i keep my faith. i sell expensive (jual mahal) towards him. lol idek what is the correct peribahasa in english for that words. he likes to chat me. everyday he chat me. duhhh i kennot. why lah. ugh. he seems to caring bout me. he ask me "dah makan? sihat ke? bla bla bla bla bla" seems like he's my boyfriend. my bf also did not did like what he did to me. so it makes me more like him and hate my bf. lol. how cruel am i. haha shit.
he's also a funny man. duh. he likes to make a joke and i'll laugh till if i'm on my bed, i can fell down to the floor. and if i'm in car, i smile and grin like kerang busuk till any of my family members feel freak towards me. hahahaha.
i story till here just. i need to do my hw. too lots of em. tmrw i'll continue my story. so goodnight. xoxo
