i think i should stop the Day diary for you. nothing is sweet anymore between us.
yesterday, actually we are almost breakup! because of my own stupidness. such a useless do. and he's change suddenly in a few sec into a tiger. because he said i challenge his kesabaran. i am stupid enough. definitely. i dont know how to lie you. i cant lie you. i am scared of you. yesterday awak berubah 100 percent. bodoh bangang buto semua keluar. semua tuju kat saya. haih. saya pun taktahu kenapa saya masih mahukan awak. sedangkan macam macam awak caritkan saya. awak tak kesian langsung dekat saya. awak baran sangat sangat semalam. sampai awak tak sedar segala perkataan kotor yang awak carutkan pada saya. walaupun macam macam yang keluar dari mulut awak, saya still nangis dan merayu pada awak agar awak tak lepaskan saya hm. saya taktahu lah kenapa saya tak biarkan awak lepaskan saya. maybe because, you are the only person yang selalu bagi perhatian pada saya, all of those stuff. haih. i dont know what to say else. i am just... love you 😔
