soon

hello hey. long time no write anything here. well, internet and password problem. lol. forget it. sorry i dont want to talk about crush or what. i just want to talk about soon. soon? whats going on with soon?duhh, too many things gonna come soon. since i was PT3's victim, PT3 is coming soon! 13/10 until 14/10. wtfish. really close nowadays. and i still be like, okay what? pt3? when? 13/10? what? lek ah. banyak masa lagi. duh. fml fml. shit. i need to stay away from all of these thing. only left a few days before pt3. aishh, feel like wanna cry. i dont even start any chapter to study. fml again. whats going on jeo! duhhh, pehal aku tak study ni? huwaa. everytime i saw my friend study at school, i be like "okay, balik nanti aku nak study". but when i'm at home, fck. what i did? play, play, play, play and keep playing. em. sometimes, i think, "what should i do rn?" "why dont i study rn?" "what should i study rn?" but at the end of my question on my mind.......... NAK TENGOK TV LAH!  mama and abah already 'haramkan' aku untuk pegang tab. okay nice. i only use tab, for calling my friend and something important. okay................ wake up JEO! wake up! hmmmmm... idk what topic should i study. idek. seriously idek :'( everytime i try to start reading, syaiton syaiton start whispering "dont read", "go play with your sister", "sleep zzzzzz" wtf man! and everything i read, nothing i could remember what i already read. NYANYUK! not nyamuk k? nyanyuk is penyakit orang orang tua that always forget something. omnomnomnom shiz. fml fml fml.

okay, next soon. guess what soon? guess? okay this is superb excited story ever! MY SCHOOL IS HAVING HARI USHAWAN MUDA a.k.a HARI KOKO. where's my school? eheh, SMK Raja Perempuan Ipoh / RPS. wuuuuhoooooouu! this event yang paling student rps really nanti nantikan! diz gotta be superb fun and exciting and.......................... tired. haha. its okay i dont care. what i really want to do this day is, i want to really really really superb ENJOY with all my friends. i want to finish all my coupon. eheh. what what? haha. idc idc. okay. want to know whats really tired things happens to me? i'll be the cooker for our stall. btw, my stall sell SPAGHETTI. and i'm gonna be the one who should cook the kuah for that spaghetti. we cook bolognese and carbonara. so, come lah to our stall! jemput, dipersilakan. okay. many people gonna come. and..... guess whose gonna come? eheh. my crush insyaAllah. okay. forget it.

so this, sunday,28/9 is the day, while saturday, 27/9, i should be really really busy cooking with three of my friend. this gonna be superb fun, cause they gonna sleep at my house! wuuuu yeaahhhh. haha. so thats all, dont forget to come to our stall. search no 34. thats our stall. come and buy something. eheh. pray for our stall to win any of the competition prize. ouh, there's a competition for hari koko. auch, dont need to explain. forget it.

last, please and please. pray for my pt3. may Allah bless me and I could answer my pt3's paper peacefully and i could get nice result on my pt3. aminnn :) thats all bye ^^

crush (i)

luls. crush. so i got one crush. auch idek how to explain my feeling bout him. it just ugh. i love him so fcking damn much. lol. he's just too damn cute, handsome and.... ugh. u'll melt and can easily fall in love if u see him face to face. same goes to me. so i want to story bout how my first time reaction when i first met him. i know him since April through wc. he seems like want to flirt me. and i just ignore him bcoz on that time i'm already taken. erk forget it. i hate my ex. piece of shit. it such a bad things to fall in love with my ex.  eww, i hate that title. ex. like shit. lol gth.

continue bout my crush. our conversation start from ask.fm. u know what is that? sorts of social web. just type it at google search then it'll occurs that site. so, he ask me many things there till last he ask my wc id. at first i dont know whether want to give it or not, cause at ask.fm i couldnt see who act the asker. then, i give my id bcoz he seems like really want it. k then i give. me, when at first time he add me, i'll be like "wtf r u kidding me? pehal mamat ni handsome sangat? ya allah, kuatkan imanku" hahahaha. seriously i'm not kidding. his face similarly like mat salleh (omputeh). i didnt trust at first that at his wc dp is him, so i ask him to selfie. then he really selfie and send his picture to me. i be like "huwarghhhhhhh, omaigod omaigod omaigod. ya allahhhhhhhhhhhhh" seriously sumpah tak percaya. he's just to handsome till i can die if i keep staring at his picture. duhhhhh, what a shame girl. haha who cares?

so our relationship (crush) starts from there. first month i knew him, i keep my faith. i sell expensive (jual mahal) towards him. lol idek what is the correct peribahasa in english for that words. he likes to chat me. everyday he chat me. duhhh i kennot. why lah. ugh. he seems to caring bout me. he ask me "dah makan? sihat ke? bla bla bla bla bla" seems like he's my boyfriend. my bf also did not did like what he did to me. so it makes me more like him and hate my bf. lol. how cruel am i. haha shit.

he's also a funny man. duh. he likes to make a joke and i'll laugh till if i'm on my bed, i can fell down to the floor. and if i'm in car, i smile and grin like kerang busuk till any of my family members feel freak towards me. hahahaha.

i story till here just. i need to do my hw. too lots of em. tmrw i'll continue my story. so goodnight. xoxo

pengawas pelatih (PP)

hahahaha what a shame and awkward and funny day is today to me. auch, seriously rasa cem nak sorok muka, pakai topeng atomen je tadi kat sekolah. i used to be pengawas pelatih with 5 others for 2 month. teachers and le seniors will watch us. before we used to be real prefect, we need to be pengawas pelatih. so today is our first day, bertugas, official jadi pengawas pelatih. need to wear that nametag. tak semua kawan aku tahu aku jadi PP. so today, when I stand beside others REAL prefect yang tengah checking kawan kawan f3 before masuk class, all that walk in front of me be like,

"perghhhhh" , "biar betul?" , "hang jadi PP?" , "gile ahhh" , "wey, sejak bila?"  *dengan muka terkejutnya, dengan gelak jahat deme nya*

and when i walk to anywhere,

"wey, kenapa hang jadi PP?" , "wey kenapa aku tak pernah tahu?" , "next year pakai baju kuning lah ni kan?" , "ni lah cara nak jadi PP terbaik" etc.

paling tension dengan one of my friend, 'nss' (not real name),  mana aku pergi asal jumpa dia tak habis habis perli duhhhh maluuu. part paling tension, when my class have to combine with 'nss' class at agama time. when i step into the class, she shout to all in class "woi PP woi! senyap! senyap!"

only god know how shame i am that time. duhhh feel like dont want to go to sch tmrw and next, next day. luls. jkjk. idek how to face my next day. its okay, jeopardy, be prefect we need to be brave and cool in whatever situation we face. its okay. lama lama they'll be okay. chill chill. haha.

what a tired day, this week form 3 student have to stayback at sch till 4pm. there's a teknik menjawab soalan pt3. duh, my first day in class of teknik menjawab soalan be like, 15 minutes early fresh gila nak dengar semua apa yang cikgu ajar kat depan, 15 minutes before balik, aku baru bangun dari tidur. duh i sleep. seriously sleepy like hell. hahahaha. lol. duhhhh, i've waste my time. k thats all. kinda sleepy rn. goodnight. xoxo.

7/9/14 (( First update ))

first of all, assalamualaikum ( if u're muslim, answer it )
so hey, name? emm prefer to know me as jeopardy. duh, jet retis sia. lol. i'm just somebody that u dont use to know. just a lonely stranger with her own life story. an idiot person that trying to be like clever person. a dreamer. dream high but no effort to make my dream comes true. dumb. such a lame person. like what? lamb. lol. such an ugly girl without good attitude. rude ( to some people ). doesnt have any advantages in self. duh rubbish. my forever, one and only fav music band is IMAGINE DRAGON. u dont know who're them? u such a lame. lame than me. go search at google.com lah. no time to explain. want to know who is me act? find somebody that really fav imagine dragon. no time to find who is me act right? lol ikr. like i care? no, of course not. crush on somebody. really into him. but idk. dk. k. pt3's victim. pray for my best result can ah? thanks ^^

i create this blog in option to improve my english language and to share bout my life. dude, i'm malay. so dont be weird when i write in malay language. duh, sumpah guwa bajet habis. haha idc. my story is about my life. repeat, my life. no information bout state, bout any gossips of any celebrity, bout news etc. its my life. i dont need any pandangan yang negative bout what i'll write here. its my life, so its my bussiness. i dont do any saham bussiness untuk melabur dalam hidup aku. aceywah. lol forget it. i'll write any harsh word or everything that i feel i want to write. dont need ur judge. thats all. tomorrow is monday. lets have a bad day. lol. good night.