i miss you

he left me. he ask for a break. he leave me.

but he said he still love me

he go not because he has another girl

but he said because he wanted to be more matured

he dont want to blocked my life from being with other guys

he is too jealous

he cant get over with his jealous

hmmmm....

baby, sayang really missyousomuch.
i cant accept this yet. i still need you.
😔😔😔

nak jugak

ssup guys. its already 12.30 am right now and i am studying Physics cause tomorrow got exam. ya, the examination still not done yet. haihhh tired af. everynight i burn the midnight oil kawkaw punya for a tough paper. may all my usaha dapat capai kejayaan. i am really realy hopping and targetting for  this mid-year exam for increasing of my result compare to before this. may Allah bless and help me. guys, pray for me. thanks.

well actually, i want to story bout this.

today, the upu result has been keluar for the last year form five student. the 98 batch. and my sister was one of them. guess what? my sister got UIAM guyssssssss!!!! omg how clever she is. god, seriously i am so jealous with it. no that bad jealous, but i am jealousing  of her successfull. i too want to be like her. for the sake of my life, her successful really burn my spirit af. i want to be like her! i want to be more successful than her. i want to show to my parents that i too can be success like her. i will push my effort as much as i can for my trial. i promise. i'll do my very best for SPM.

pray for me guys for Physics paper tomorrow 🙂

otak

manusia hidup, ada otak. otak fungsinya untuk berfikir. kau duduk lah kelas mana pun, aliran apa pun, kalau kau rajin, kau guna otak kau ke arah yang sebenar benarnya patut digunakan, then kau memang layak digelar pandai. kelas mana pun, tak ada bezanya guys. yang beza, rajin atau malas je. kalau malas, kau duduklah kat tempat corot tu selama lamanya. kalau rajin dan pandai, insyaAllah setiap kali exam, markah kau akan meningkat. takde siapa nak ambil kisah pasal kau kalau kau nak malas ke nak rajin, except ur parents. and its depends lah orang tu ada parents macammana. macam aku, parents aku tak tekan aku. but i know deep inside their heart, they want me to be successful like my other siblings. so kesimpulan dia, jangan judge orang berdasarkan kedudukan dia dalam kelas apa kat sekolah. jadi diri sendiri. rajin. 

esok paper sejarah 1 dan 2. pray for me guys. 

moga Allah permudahkan segalanya untukku

no, i wont

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well, there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

Well, I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up, I'm still looking up.

Well, I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

imissyou amx

ppt

ppt or peperiksaan pertengahan tahun or mid-year examination. okay guys. so FUHHHHH! exam dah start dari hari khamis semalam (5/05) and gonna be end on thursday also on 19 May. FUHHHH! alhamdulillah boleh jawab for paper bm on thursday and agama for today, friday. 

okay so cerita dia macamni, tadi lepas rehat paper agama 2. masa diberi 1 jam setengah. dari pukul 11 something until 12.37pm. aku pun buat lah. buat punya buat. pup dah siap. time tu masa cam dah pukul 12.15pm camtu. aku tengok lah sekeliling, orang lain cam still tekun jawab paper. aku cam hairan gak ah. asal diorang cam banyak lagi tak siap. kawan depan aku siap mintak testpad lagi dua. sedangkan mula mula cikgu dah bagi sorang 4 helai dah. aku siap, dan aku cuma menggunakan 3 helai paper je. cam cool je lah. pastu aku dengan confidentnya, staple paper pastu ikat kemas kemas. pastu cam check semua jawapan tanpa tengok kertas soalan. nak tengok jawapan dalam testpad ada tak yang tertinggal tinggal. okay takde. alhamdulillah dah siap. tiba-tiba terdetik kat hati, nak bukak balik kertas soalan, nak check kowt ada soalan tinggal ke. YATOHANNNNNN! memang adaaaaaa! dalam satu page tu aku tak selak. aku skip. ya Allah dengan kelam kabutnya. nasib baik ada testpad lagi satu. ibu jari macam dah sakit gila sebab banyak tulis. by hook or by crook, aku cam nak menggigil jawab soalan soalan tu. soalan KBAT pun macam hentamm sajaaaa. haha alhamdulillah sempat siap. bismillahitawakkaltualallah. tawakal je dengan semua jawapan tu. 

haha okay. next week banyak killer paper. ya Allah takutnya. sejarah, bio, chemist, bi. pray for me guys. wish me luck. 

Moga Allah permudahkan segala urusanku.