lately, i'm always get a dream of him. i dont know what is the sign ia that. people said when we dream of somebody, thats mean they miss me. but couldnt trust it since aku pernah mimpi dia jugak and i tell him and he deny bout it. lol. what a shame. i dont know why, but when i get the dreams, woke up from the sleep, i felt like i miss him so much although i know i would not even remember me. seriously i feel bad bout this cause i feel like i'm cheated with my sweetheart. sorry baby but i'm a human and a girl with such a soft feelings. ya, truth tell, i miss him. the one that come into my dream.
the sign finally being showed.... today i got a school programme in other school with 15 others. we came into the hall and i took my seat really near the boys placed cause that is the only place left. i feel like there are a bunch of boys is looking at us since we are the rpsians. okay then i seat without even toleh belah kanan sebab lelaki duduk sebelah kanan. the programme isnt start yet. so i took my agama's homework in my bag and start doing it. after about 5 minutes i've been doing it, i turn my head to the right. saja nak cuci mata. nak jugak tengok kowt ada sesiapa yang kenal datang en hihi. guess what guys?!!!! god what is the sign is thisssssss? i saw himmmm! i saw the guy in my dream. god my heart beat as fast as it could. i dont know why my heart still beating for him. i feel so damn nervous and uneasy. then i turn my head back quickly and look at my next friend. she saw him tooo. and she ask me, is it him? and i nodded my head while i grab her hand. haih. i dont know what kind of feeling is this. but honestly. i'm already trying to move on from crushing on him. guess what? after a few minutes, i saw him stand up. maybe he want to go to toilet. he walk beside my desk and said "hai ilya" while waving his hand to me. and i was speechles as fuck!!! demit. i'm just smiling to him, only god know how many flowers had grown in my heart after seeing him. hahahaha. jk. until now, i'm still thinking bout him... sorry my dear bf, i had to say this... i really really miss him...
i feel so bad today. but i'm success today cause i'm ignoring all of those mckk's boys that know me. yes, all i do is because of you my dear bf. wherever i go, i will always remember ur pesanan. iloveyou sweetheart.
